Tuesday, May 31, 2011

You Are Right!!!!!!!!!!

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Thanks for voting on my poll! : ) One hundred percent of you voters said that the phrase "There's no place like home," comes from the movie the Wizzard of Oz and YOU ARE RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol : ) If you get a chance please vote on my new poll, comment on anything you like, and check out my other blogs and websites! Thanks everyone I hope you are having an awesome week! : )
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Saturday, May 28, 2011

Enjoyed!

Hey Everyone!
I told you all I would have a new story up this week and here it is! I hope that you all enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it! :) Please read my stories, comment on anything you like, vote on my poll, and check out my other blogs to! Love ya!
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Trapped

She breathed in deeply her lungs struggling to take in the damp air. She stumbled through the dark alley grabbing at the thick cement walls on either side to keep herself from crashing to the pavement. Her mind was filled with worry her heart was filled with sorrow....tears slid down her cheeks as she coughed violently doubling over and falling to her knees. She tried to stand but she collapsed back onto the ground. Her hands slapped against the rough street driving bits of glass and rocks into her palms. Memories....thoughts.... flooded her mind as she raised her hands to cover her eyes she sat on her legs and began to sob swaying softly to and fro. Why does no one understand?.... she wondered why does no one listen to my frantic pleas to my screams for help?... She cried softly whimpering like a lost child. Why can no one see that I am trying to be noticed?..that I am trying to find my place in this society....that I am trying not to be afraid anymore?...I am trying to leave my past behind me but no one will allow me to be FREE....Why must everyone cast there burdens upon me?...When they laugh I laugh...when they cry I cry....when they scream I do as well.....I care so deeply for those around me but somehow through it all they cannot see how much I love them....that I love them so much that I take there pain onto my self and live there burdens every day so that they can feel FREEDOM....yet no one will release me from those binds....after I have set them free they run away never to return...they never give a second thought as to take my burdens....But they leave all there worries and all there cares with me....don't get me wrong I love them...I gladly listen to them and try to help them escape from there pain but does no one care enough to set me free from mine?....does no one want to cut the chains that bind?....Are they afraid of me or perhaps I somehow shove them all away....maybe they are stretching...reaching....calling...but I turn a deaf ear and refuse to hear there calls?....maybe this is some strange way of trying to make myself noticed...if I can take on all the pain of the world maybe someone will love me...... But that doesn't have to be.....Someone has already taken the pain of the world so that I could feel love...Someone has conquered death so that I could be free....Then the person who is trapping me inside of this cell...must be MYSELF....
PurpleEyesRBeautiful

Monday, May 23, 2011

So Far!

Hey Everyone!
I hope that you are all having a good week so far I just wanted to post and let you all know that I will be posting a new story for you all late this week so please keep checking back for my latest story, vote on my poll, comment on anything you like, and check out my other blogs to! Thanks everyone! : )
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

True

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I hope you all spend some time really thinking about and taking in this story because it is true...I love you all.
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R.I.P

She inhaled deeply trying to calm her frantic breathing... It was a cold night without a star in the sky. She stood frozen inside of that church her back was pressed against the hard smooth wall. Her eyes were glazed over as if her mind was somewhere far away from her body. She could hear people talking to her and she nodded robotically without a clue as to what they were truly saying. Her eyes were fixed on the window staring at the blank sky praying silently that that night would never of happened. She prayed that the clock would reverse and that time would fold back on it's self so that she could of done something said something.... anything to give her some closure... She felt like a corpse like she was not existing in the body that she knew was alive...somehow she was still breathing although she had held her breath for what seemed like an eternity. Tears pooled in her eyes and slid down her cheeks as she stood frozen praying that somehow the hundreds of people surrounding her wouldn't notice her and her tears...of all the times in her life where she had felt totally invisible and unnoticed right now she wanted more then anything to be INVISIBLE....She kicked off her shoes shrinking lower into the crowd and she raised her shaking hands to her eyes. Tears were now streaming freely down her face... she no longer cared what everyone else thought she would cry and she would mourn and she would scream desperately about the injustice that was served... It didn't seem right and it didn't seem fair...she was so bitter and so full of longing.....she wished right now she could reach out to him and tell him that it had all been a mistake...now that he was gone she realized that a part of her soul had loved him....That part of her heart so silent for so long was now screaming and taring her heart to ribbons...She ran her hands down her face the tears streaming eyeliner in long black streaks down her cheeks...Her body began to spasm and shake uncontrollably....."No," she whispered..."I didn't even get to say goodbye"....She was filled with guilt and remorse...PAIN....so much pain filled her heart and soul and mind...waves of salty pain and hurt filled her tattered heart stinging the scars her heart was so desperately trying to mend... She slid down the wall and collapsed on the hard cement floor..."I LOVED HIM!" her heart screamed from within......."Why did it take me this long to realize that?"..... She convulsed on the floor shaking erratically....friends and family surrounded her with touch and comforting words but she shoved them all away...."LEAVE ME ALONE!" She screamed drowning in her pain....If he had drowned so would she....she was so confused...so hurt.....finally they left her and she melted against the wall....she could feel herself slowly stand on shaking legs and begin to walk...stepping one foot softly in front of the next.... She held onto the chairs gripping them tightly so that she wouldn't fall...She stumbled forwards breathing harder then before...Why God?? She thought searching her soul for answers Why did you take him so young??? Why did you take him away from us??? She approached the coffin slowly but surely and she heard a soft voice whisper calmly in her heart...His life wasn't taken in vain...He fulfilled his purpose on this world....He has died to save many....now go and fulfill your own purpose...Hot tears poured down her face as she walked forwards and brushed her icy fingers along the lid... "I will not let you be forgotten," she whispered...Her anger melted but the pain remained...She pressed her fingers on the top of the lid against the hard wood getting a glimpse of him for the last time....."Goodbye for now my friend".....she whispered a small smile on her lips "I will see you again".....

"Christ will be magnified in my body whether by life or by death." Philippians 1:20

You changed my life more then you ever knew...we may not have always gotten along but that's just how family is...you were an incredible man of God...I never realized the full capacity of your love for Christ and people until you were gone but you were incredible....I cannot wait to see you again in a better place....I love you more then you understood...You were my brother in Christ and my friend....I will never forget you or how you have impacted my life....You burned for Christ so brightly that others couldn't help but see it...I hope that one day I will burn just as brightly for our Savior as you did....I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA! My greatest comfort is the thought that we will meet once again in Heaven.



Love,



Your Sister in Christ


PurpleEyesRBeautiful

Monday, May 16, 2011

Latest Poll!!

Hey Everyone!
Thank you sooo much for voting on my latest poll. 100 percent of you think that a Zebra is white with black stripes rather then black with white stripes and I agree with you! lol If you have a few minutes please vote on my next poll thanks guys! : )
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Friday, May 13, 2011

Hard!

Hey Everyone!
I'm so sorry that I haven't posted a new story lately. I know I told you that I was going to a while ago but I had so many hard things happen in my life these past two weeks so I have been really busy and have been having a very difficult life this month. I will definitly be posting a new story as soon as possible so please stay tuned this week for a new story.
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Monday, May 2, 2011

Week!

Hey Everyone!
Wow I cannot believe it is May already! lol I just wanted to let yall know that I will be posting a brand new story for you all very soon. Please stay tuned this week and keep your eyes open for a new short story. : )
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