Breaking

Breaking
What am I supposed to do
How can I express my true feelings without hurting you
What should I say
I know that if I speak my heart I'll want to run away
Why do you force me to make this decision
Where there is no easy reply
If I am forced to break your heart a part of me will die along with you
There is no easy way out
I'm starting to doubt what I believe
I second guess myself
Once you are gone it will break me
I cannot sleep at night
I am tortured by my pain
Maybe all along you were right
And I have nothing left to gain
But I believe there is something more
Please don't press me into war with you
I can't stay here
But I don't want to hear goodbye
I'm consumed by fear
I don't know what to do
My eyes fill up with tears
I don't see an option that won't kill you
Please just let me go
It's the only way that I'll survive
If you want to show you love me you will understand that I have to go
Please don't cry for me
I promise I'll be fine
He will take care of me
Please don't say goodbye
Just let me walk away and start anew
I promise I will never forget you
It wasn't meant to be
Some day I'm sure that you will see
That it was the right thing
To let me go
And when I'm gone
And your finally grown
You shall realize your not all alone
That someone was there for you all along
But you never could see it through your sorrow
I never wanted to hurt you
But I'm not who you think I am
For my whole life I always knew
That there was something out there more for me
That this would never be our destiny
That it would never be this
I hate to hurt you but I can't
Continue
Please don't make this harder then it already is
We are destined to be apart
You may think I'm insane
But I have to listen to my heart

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