Farewell

That night she walked slowly more slowly then she had ever before. She could feel her heart pound within her chest. Her palms moistened with sweat. She had dreaded this day for the longest time. She knew that it was coming but still she prayed that she would not have to go through with it. That she could simply retain the words...the pain that were breaking her heart. For so many years, for seemingly such a long time she burried the pain deeply within her heart. It had accumulated for so long that she believed that she would simply wither away like a flower with no water. That she was reaching out streaching, hoping for the suns rays to fall upon her to finally touch her and to wash the pain away. But that day would never come. She felt tears rush down her face as she reached out despret for love and acceptance. But no there was no way around this day, this hour, this time. She choaked as the words tried to come out but were stuck pressing against the walls of her throat refusing to go no further. She turned her head away ready to run. Perhaps she could bare it...postpone this moment she dreaded with everything within her innermost being. Pain in her heart and fear in her eyes she turned her head towards the front.

"Never again!" she whispered. "I shall never again feel as if I am not good enough...Never again will I cry my self to sleep at night...Never again shall tears on your account cloud my vision...No longer do you control my life...You are no longer a part of me...I wish with all of my heart that things could of been different, that maybe it could of ended in peace. But you have torn my heart and tried to fix it over and over again. I used to think that without you the sun would not shine...I used to hope that someday you might care...I used to believe that you were someone different...I made my self believe that I could not exist without someone like you in my life...On that account I was wrong."

"Without you I can breathe...Without you I can laugh...Without you I can live...Without you I can fly!"

Farewell

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