Still Alone

I'm loosing my mind this time, I can't control my fate any more. I'm so tired and so thirsty from clawing at your door. I just want to hide my face and run. Into the darkness away from the sun. I desperatly don't want to be alone any more. As I shield my eyes, the flashback starts back to when I was still alone. Laying out in the rain, still alone, bandages concealed my pain. The tears run down my dirty face. Still alone. I see a glimps of the sun but somehow I always turn and run, when I'm sad and in pain, when the agony consumes me. Is there anyone out there? Who has joy so abundent to set me free. To rip away all my terror. And who has a heart so big that I could sit inside. But in your heart I'm still alone but I feel I'm something special and perhaps my very heart has grown into something so much better. I'm laying in the rain, still alone, no covering my pain I'm free. The tears run down my new clensed face, but I'm STILL ALONE.
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