She sat in that dark room playing with the tips of her hair anxiously waiting. She stared at the phone why didn't they call? She bit the uneven edges of her nails chopping them short with her teeth. She had sat and waited for seemingly hours. Waiting for something to happen...waiting for them to call. She didn't understand why they were ignoring her when she needed them the most...She sat toying with the hem of her shirt as she glanced over at the phone sitting cold and lonely in the dark corner. She tried to breathe slowly to calm her erratic heart beat but with no avail. Her mind went crazy as she sat there....there were so many things she wanted to say..so many things she needed to tell them....A glossy tear slid down her cheek as she lowered herself to cradle her chin in the palms of her hands. They would never know what they meant to her...They were everything to her....They saw her when she was invisible...they had cared about her and even.....loved her. They were the only person who was ever there when everyone else abandoned her....they never knew how much they meant to her...she had never spoken a whisper to them that maybe....maybe some how they had broken through the hard walls surrounding her heart and flooded into the void making her fall in love with them...She hadn't tried to love them...she didn't need the pressure or the stress or the drama...why did they think that she had buried her heart and emotions for so long....but yet they had captured her heart and made her fall in love with the one who was ALWAYS THERE......They were always there for her in her times of struggles and pain.....She had tried to be there for them to...but they were different... they made her confused and happy and feel beautiful....they had seen her in her darkest hour and had become her friend....She had never told them how she truly felt...that her heart fluttered when she saw them that she was so amazed by them and truly loved them... she supposed that she would now never get that chance....that she had only been a phase that she wasn't worth there time....She felt herself crashing...She needed them!...however it was apparent that they did not need her.....She felt a sob emerge from her innermost being.....I LOVE YOU! I love you.....The phone rang................... Once again they are always there..............................
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