Stronger

She sat alone on the floor tears streaming down her face. When everyone else was around she was tough she was strong but alone in the solitude she was broken into pieces. She was hurt and she was broken no one understood her pain. She had the weight of the world on her shoulders a burden to great for her to bare. She felt tired, alone, and desperate, and she no longer knew what to do. Constantly she put up a front for the world pretending that everything was alright while in reality she was broken inside. Is there anything left worth fighting for? She wondered...perhaps her destiny was to be depressed and alone. Her heart had been broken again and again relentlessly and clumsily put back together again. She felt so used she no longer knew who to trust. She felt unworthy, unloved, and positively ugly. She didn't know why these strong negative thoughts were infiltrating her mind. But they were a small strong army slowly but steadily taking over her mind. She was tired of feeling not good enough and constantly having to defend herself and continually feeling as if she would never measure up in this world and that she would never amount to anything. People who once cared about her now hated her....people whom she cared for would never know her true affections...She stuffed everything she had into a bottle and stuck in the cork...even though she was so pressured she thought she would explode she would remain in her tragic misery. Living a life in the shadows...not really a life worth living at all...noticed by no one but those who did notice her hated her....She collapsed into a pile drawing her knees to her chest and dropping her head onto her knees....The only thing she had that kept her going was one thing...one small glimmer...a glimmer of hope a glimmer a sparkle of something perhaps greater then even she knew....she didn't know what this meant but the allure made her stronger to survive another day....When the waves are taking you under hold one just a little bit longer He knows that this is going to make your stronger stronger ...The pain will not last forever things can only get better believe me this is going to make you stronger...gonna make your stronger....
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